My Campfire Story

Here we remember Eric's campfire story, an experiment of the wiki pioneers on 16 Nov 2025.

preparation

A 20 minute story. 1) Who am I? What is that "big wonder" that guides my learning journey? Call it "exigent purpose" - what compels me to keep learning? What inspires courage to walk again into the next unknown? matrix

There is a purpose that becomes urgent, requiring us to act. To act with all that we are so that we may become.

- [x] Transition from student to master.

- [x] Paradigm shifts. Aikido, federated wiki, resilience engineering, extreme programming, reliability engineering

- [x] Past behavior best predictor of future behavior. What motivated me in the past was frustration in my own education. Algebra class bored me out of my mind. Turtle geometry inspired me. That first epiphany with discovering an abstraction for myself. Triangle, Square. Polygon of N sides. A hint of topology—all regular polygons are different resolutions of a circle. A hint of infinitesimals.

- [x] Learning! but not Schooling. There has to be a better way.

- [ ] Programming demands deep learning to teach computers something humans care about. The automation part is almost the least interesting thing.

- [x] Aikido—how have the martial arts survived the rise and fall of civilizations?

- [x] Changing Frames

Perception depends on context. From one point of view the way seems impassible. From another point of view the path is revealed. Each view is limited by its own frame. Changing frames changes perception. Changing perception changes both understanding and action.

- [ ] Learned when I was in Italy that my mental model of "The Dark Ages" was both wrong and a kind of propaganda.

- [ ] Hindsight: mom was an educator & dad sold electronics. They divorced. Ed Tech is a proxy for my sense of responsibility for the divorce.

- [ ] A general purpose model of motivation. See Rhythm Autonomy Mastery Purpose Safety

- [ ] I'm surprised I haven't created more explorables:

story

YOUTUBE Gg63wPhnE0E Published 2025-11-17

concepts

After listening to Eric's video, Ralf provided this schematic diagram of his concepts:

digraph LearningJourney { graph [ rankdir=LR fontsize=10 labelloc="t" label="What Guides My Learning Journey? — Topic Map" ]; node [fontname="Helvetica"]; // Meta-axes (big structural themes) axisA [shape=box, style="rounded,filled", fillcolor="#eeeeff", label="Axis A:\nLearning as social,\nembodied, systemic"]; axisB [shape=box, style="rounded,filled", fillcolor="#eeffef", label="Axis B:\nParadigm shifts\n& frames"]; axisC [shape=box, style="rounded,filled", fillcolor="#ffeeee", label="Axis C:\nPower, control,\nagency in systems"]; axisD [shape=box, style="rounded,filled", fillcolor="#fff4dd", label="Axis D:\nJoy, frustration,\n& motivation"]; axisE [shape=box, style="rounded,filled", fillcolor="#f0f0f0", label="Axis E:\nBridging communities\nvia patterns & story"]; // Topics (individual nodes) t_frustration [shape=ellipse, label="Frustration as\nmotivation"]; t_joy [shape=ellipse, label="Joy &\nPromethean moments"]; t_peer [shape=ellipse, label="Peer learning &\ndeep listening"]; t_pov [shape=ellipse, label="Multiple points\nof view / frames"]; t_paradigms [shape=ellipse, label="Paradigm shifts"]; t_power [shape=ellipse, label="Power,\ncontrol,\ninfluence"]; t_computing [shape=ellipse, label="Computing as\nmeaning-making"]; t_aikido [shape=ellipse, label="Aikido &\nmartial arts"]; t_resilience [shape=ellipse, label="Resilience\nengineering / SRE"]; t_fedwiki [shape=ellipse, label="Federated Wiki\nas infrastructure"]; t_scale [shape=ellipse, label="Scale &\nsystem boundaries"]; t_journey_struct [shape=ellipse, label="Learning journeys\n& reflection\nstructures"]; t_bridging [shape=ellipse, label="Bridging\ncommunities"]; t_pointing [shape=ellipse, label="Pointing &\nshared attention"]; t_patterns [shape=ellipse, label="Patterns &\npattern languages"]; t_community [shape=ellipse, label="Sense of\ncommunity &\nbelonging"]; t_embodied [shape=ellipse, label="Embodied limits\n& adaptivity"]; // Attach topics to meta-axes (many-to-many) // Axis A — Learning as social, embodied, systemic axisA -> t_peer; axisA -> t_aikido; axisA -> t_resilience; axisA -> t_fedwiki; axisA -> t_scale; axisA -> t_embodied; axisA -> t_pov; axisA -> t_community; axisA -> t_journey_struct; // Axis B — Paradigm shifts & frames axisB -> t_paradigms; axisB -> t_aikido; axisB -> t_resilience; axisB -> t_fedwiki; axisB -> t_pov; axisB -> t_patterns; axisB -> t_computing; // Axis C — Power, control, agency axisC -> t_power; axisC -> t_frustration; axisC -> t_scale; axisC -> t_resilience; axisC -> t_fedwiki; axisC -> t_peer; // Axis D — Joy, frustration, motivation axisD -> t_joy; axisD -> t_frustration; axisD -> t_computing; axisD -> t_aikido; axisD -> t_community; axisD -> t_journey_struct; // Axis E — Bridging communities, patterns, story axisE -> t_bridging; axisE -> t_patterns; axisE -> t_fedwiki; axisE -> t_resilience; axisE -> t_pov; axisE -> t_pointing; axisE -> t_peer; axisE -> t_journey_struct; // Relationships between topics (edges = “strong conceptual ties”) // Frustration <-> Joy / motivation t_frustration -> t_joy [label="tension / engine", fontsize=9]; t_joy -> t_frustration [style=dashed, fontsize=9, label="co-motivates"]; // Peer learning & Aikido / embodied learning t_peer -> t_aikido [label="partner-based\nlearning", fontsize=9]; t_aikido -> t_embodied [label="embodied\npractice", fontsize=9]; // Peer learning & joint cognitive systems / resilience t_peer -> t_resilience [label="joint cognitive\nsystems", fontsize=9]; t_resilience -> t_scale [label="system\nboundaries", fontsize=9]; // Multiple POVs & patterns & pointing t_pov -> t_patterns [label="frame as\npattern", fontsize=9]; t_pointing -> t_pov [label="locates\nview", fontsize=9]; // Paradigm shifts around FedWiki & resilience & Aikido t_paradigms -> t_fedwiki [label="bring-your-own-disc", fontsize=9]; t_paradigms -> t_resilience [label="safety science\nshift", fontsize=9]; t_paradigms -> t_aikido [label="no-competition", fontsize=9]; // Power, control, agency and scale t_power -> t_scale [label="scope of\ninfluence", fontsize=9]; t_power -> t_frustration[label="blocked\nagency", fontsize=9]; // Computing & joy / Promethean moments t_computing -> t_joy [label="Promethean\ninsights", fontsize=9]; // FedWiki <-> community & bridging t_fedwiki -> t_community [label="shared\njournals", fontsize=9]; t_fedwiki -> t_bridging [label="cross-community\nbridge", fontsize=9]; // Journeys & reflection structures as meta t_journey_struct -> t_patterns [label="patterned\nreflection", fontsize=9]; t_journey_struct -> t_peer [label="structured\nlistening", fontsize=9]; t_journey_struct -> t_bridging [label="stories as\nbridges", fontsize=9]; // Bridging communities across domains t_bridging -> t_resilience [label="safety ↔ wiki", fontsize=9]; t_bridging -> t_aikido [label="martial ↔ org", fontsize=9]; t_bridging -> t_computing [label="code ↔\nexperience", fontsize=9]; // Community & motivation t_community -> t_frustration [style=dashed, label="holds\nfrustration", fontsize=9]; t_community -> t_joy [style=dashed, label="supports\njoy", fontsize=9]; }

See also dmx

surprises

Marc challenged us to honor Eric by deeply reflecting on his story over the following week. As I did so, I remembered my three key surprises:

- POV and Vermeer's painting (Changing Frames) - Prometheus narrative and frustration - Akido as a new paradigm - a conversation

association

As an integral step in my process of meaning-making, I associate three pages:

patterning

Using wiki's pattern machinery, I then explore patterns that unfold from my associations. As I connect to hub concepts from our noosphere, I see this pattern related to one of them, creative genius.

strict digraph { overlap = false; splines=true layout = dot node [shape=box style=filled fillcolor=gold penwidth=2] 2 1 5 node [fillcolor=palegreen penwidth=1] 0 [label="\nUnbounded Consciousness" tooltip="name: Unbounded Consciousness\nsite: wellspring.fed.wiki\ndate: 1/7/2022\ntwins: 3"] 1 [label="\nProfoundly Gifted" tooltip="name: Profoundly Gifted\nsite: wellspring.fed.wiki\ndate: 5/8/2022\ntwins: 5\ntitle: Profoundly Gifted"] 2 [label="\nCreative Genius" tooltip="name: Creative Genius\nsite: wellspring.fed.wiki\ndate: 11/18/2024\ntwins: 8\ntitle: Creative Genius"] 3 [label="\nAgile" tooltip="name: Agile\nsite: dayton.fed.wiki\ndate: 12/27/2019\ntwins: 2"] 4 [label="\nMy Campfire Story" tooltip="name: My Campfire Story\nsite: thompson.fed.wiki\ndate: 11/22/2025"] 5 [label="\nExigent Purpose" tooltip="name: Exigent Purpose\nsite: thompson.fed.wiki\ndate: 11/3/2025\ntwins: 2\ntitle: Exigent Purpose"] 6 [label="\nSapience Engine" tooltip="name: Sapience Engine\nsite: wellspring.fed.wiki\ndate: 1/23/2025\ntwins: 4"] 7 [label="\nUnlocking Our Minds" tooltip="name: Unlocking Our Minds\ntitle: Unlocking Our Minds\nsite: thompson.becoming.ustawi.wiki"] 8 [label="\nAgentic Learning" tooltip="name: Agentic Learning\ntitle: Agentic Learning\nsite: thompson.fed.wiki"] 9 [label="\nAudacious Aspiration" tooltip="name: Audacious Aspiration\ntitle: Audacious Aspiration\nsite: dayton.fed.wiki"] 10 [label="\nConstantly Seeking" tooltip="name: Constantly Seeking\ntitle: Constantly Seeking\nsite: kavita.becoming.ustawi.wiki"] 11 [label="\nOrganic Systems" tooltip="name: Organic Systems\ntitle: Organic Systems\nsite: clare.genius.ustawi.wiki"] 12 [label="\nCreative Curiosity" tooltip="name: Creative Curiosity\ntitle: Creative Curiosity\nsite: wellspring.fed.wiki"] 13 [label="\nRelinquish Control" tooltip="name: Relinquish Control\ntitle: Relinquish Control\nsite: thompson.becoming.ustawi.wiki"] 14 [label="\nMeaning Makers" tooltip="name: Meaning Makers\ntitle: Meaning Makers\nsite: wellspring.fed.wiki"] 15 [label="\nAgile Learning" tooltip="name: Agile Learning\ntitle: Agile Learning\nsite: thompson.forage.ustawi.wiki"] 16 [label="\nYamhill Make-a-thon" tooltip="name: Yamhill Make-a-thon\ntitle: Yamhill Make-a-thon\nsite: thompson.becoming.ustawi.wiki"] 17 [label="\nMeaning Making" tooltip="name: Meaning Making\ntitle: Meaning Making\nsite: kavita.becoming.ustawi.wiki"] 4->1 [label="" labeltooltip="source: My Campfire Story"] 4->5 [label="" labeltooltip="source: My Campfire Story"] 4->6 [label="" labeltooltip="source: My Campfire Story"] 1->2 [label="" labeltooltip="source: My Campfire Story"] 1->0 [label="" labeltooltip="source: My Campfire Story"] 1->3 [label="" labeltooltip="source: My Campfire Story"] 7->2 [label="" labeltooltip="source: hub 149 creative-genius"] 8->2 [label="" labeltooltip="source: hub 149 creative-genius"] 2->9 [label="" labeltooltip="source: hub 149 creative-genius"] 5->9 [label="" labeltooltip="source: hub 149 creative-genius"] 10->9 [label="" labeltooltip="source: hub 149 creative-genius"] 11->9 [label="" labeltooltip="source: hub 149 creative-genius"] 2->12 [label="" labeltooltip="source: hub 149 creative-genius"] 13->12 [label="" labeltooltip="source: hub 149 creative-genius"] 14->12 [label="" labeltooltip="source: hub 149 creative-genius"] 2->15 [label="" labeltooltip="source: hub 149 creative-genius"] 16->15 [label="" labeltooltip="source: hub 149 creative-genius"] 17->15 [label="" labeltooltip="source: hub 149 creative-genius"] }

INCLUDED

Here I have what I need to tell a little story to the wiki pioneers that they might find valuable, modeling using the wiki as a Sapience Engine.

meaning

I'm now compelled to write a new page to name and remember my emergent insight.